Project 101: Ranimer L'âme Moribonde

Recently, I have decided on doing something I haven't done before, and something I want doing. It could be anything a project, a journey or just about anything. Perhaps I have been blessed with so much, and I am yet again given the opportunity to do something beautiful. Indeed, it was the universe that lead me to what I have been trying to attract.
After my class on tuesday, I went home early and I did want to go elsewhere, somewhere I could revive my spirit, and the universe knew exactly what would revive me . . . BOOKS . . . and books it was . . .
I went to Booksale in GT (Gaisano Feista Mall - Tabunok, named as such by USJ-R basak campus students), my third favorite place in Cebu. I didn't know what exactly what I was looking for and found this. It's a workbook actually---a workbook on the History of Arts. I love the arts so much I believe I know so much about its history (the fact that I'm teaching Humanities, I have gained so much knowledge on the subjcet matter). The book is really cheap. Dili jud sakit sa bulsa, so I bought it.
It has 207 pages---pages with names of different artworks from different periods and movements of arts, with blank pages where I could write information on each artworks. I know it sounds boring but I want to test my knowledge by completing all blanks, and maybe I could paste more photos of the arts to add colors on the monotonous pages of the book. This, I know, will vivify me. Its not that I am not happy because the truth is I am really happy, much happier than ever before, but some things are just missing, and finding those things will make me even happier. Or maybe it'll find me then.
....I know, because the creator is on my side. :)

Inspirited

For the couple of days, i feel frustrated though i don't wanna think about it that way, i just couldn't deny the truth. what frustrates me the most is that i haven't started writing anything for the aspirant blog, or i haven't started painting since God-knows-when was the last time i created something beautiful. I just couldn't work my hands to paint again. geez, isn't that frustrating?
I finished reading Peck's book, and i have moved on to the next book by U.S. Anderson, but i haven't read the next chapter since i began reading the prior chapters last week. its not that i have not the time, but because i feel inspirited as if my soul has been taken away from me, but of course im just exagerating...dude...

My Spiritual Trascendence

I know that my Catholic Religion is only limiting my spiritual growth so i'd rather do away with religion which was introjected into my young mind as the only true religion. I'd rather search the truth on my own. From there i am positive that i can grow spiritually. In fact, ever since i gave up my religion, I feel like i am a whole person--free from all things that is limiting my capability to transcend beyond my humanity. My negative perspective of the world as violent and sinful totally changed into something beautiful, peaceful, abundant, loving and happy. I feel good for the very first time in my entire life. :)