You know what? It has been quite a while since i had the inspiration to writing and blogging. Or should I blame it all to the lack or absence of inspiration or to my willingness and ability? I am not able to, and I am not willing to, sounds rational to me.
Ended my miseries, which means letting go of the emotional self mumbo jumbo, has finally been executed without hesitation. The viscous cycle i was all so willing to break at all cost is at hand.
Now, I am making my self busy with work and study. Psychology, the once first priority is now officially been moved to second second priority. Placed on the first is Anthropology. I am not exactly enrolling in anthropology, but I am currently digging on physical anthropology and human anatomy during my vacant time. I googled on online Anthropology studies and scholarship programs in a hopes of getting admitted with a scholarship and found none. I wasn't googleing really hard, yes.
Anyway, Hope is my middle name. I found uploaded and downloadable resources, lectures and assignments at MIT OCW. It was perfect for the execution of my self study priority.
As soon as I am able to pay for my online tuition fees, I will enroll immediately. As of now, I stick with what MIT OCW has to offer me. It is better than not being able to have this opportunity to get a grasp of these academic resources that they have been using in their Anthropology programs.
