Wiccans of England

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Okay, since I was still young I was so fascinated with witchcraft, I studied witchcraft literature, but I'm no practitioner nor do I belong to a particular Wiccan sect. Wicca is a modern day witchcraft, quite contrary to the notion that witches are minions of the devil.

Wicca is a lifestyle and a way of thinking based upon the reconstruction of pre-Christian traditions originating in Ireland, Scotland, and Wales. It is believed to be a harmonious and balanced way of thinking and life which promotes oneness with the divine and with nature. And thereby considered as a form of paganism.

Wicca continued to flourished to existence in England. And now in England a coven of witches is gradually accepted into the community. They call themselves the Raven and the Rose.

The video from the National Geographic Channel below is a testimony of a practitioner of modern day witchcraft oftentimes called a witch

Morning Scares Me

This is how I look in the morning. I know its scary.



I wake up in the morning with limbs everywhere.. :D

The lesson here is that I should not look at my self on the mirror in the morning or even take pictures of me in the morning.

Okay, nonsense is over. Why am I even posting this crap!!??

Four Girls I Love

First of all, i'm not in love with these girls, but i love them..hehe



Okay!!! let me start with my first fave, malloreigh of the suicide girls. She's a bril!! she's really beautiful, intelligent, talented and really fantastic. Well I first saw her on the internet when I was randomly browsing through models over flicker. She was with model Petrina Torgerson, and she was awesome. At first I thought she was a lesbo, but she wasn't..hehe so i bumped into her flicker photostream and I found out that she is not only a model, but she's also an amateur photographer, and a painter. So I googled her and found her paintings on Deviant art, and she has real talents. Other than that, she's political in nature and she loves women. Well, she has been into difficult times,..yeah especially with her break-up with the x-boy friend. One thing I like about her photos is that every time I look at them, I see and feel the emotions that coexist with the images. Its as if she's telling her viewers of her feelings while taking those shots. and by the way, she has a really nice tattoo..



Next is the pretty and stunning Charlize theron. yay! She's my favorite actress. did you know that she was born in south Africa? aha.. and her parents are German and French (aint it sweet...?) She won best actress Oscar for Monster, a story of a serial killer named Aileen Wuornos, and the movie was really beautiful. My favorite roles she played was on the movies Aeon flux and North Country.



Thrid is Lianna Fowler, winner of Britain's Next Top Model Cycle 2..maaaaaan i knew she'd win from the very beginning. From the moment I saw her, I have always liked her. She is very sensitive and she's a cry girl. When she was still on the contest, she was always the misunderstood girl inside the house. Unlike all the others, she has the worst posture during her fist catwalk, but she managed,. hehe. During the second elimination, she was on the edge of failing all her dreams, but thank god, she made it. and i could just remember my self jumping like crazy when the last photo was given to her, indicating that she can still continue with her journey to being Britain's Next Top Model. ..haha..mura jud kog buang,



Last but not the least is Simone Simon of the symphonic metal band Epica. First of all, i love her face, her voice and her dancing. She is a good dancer. iI like it when she dances on stage. ahaa... She started singing when she was young at a choir in her church and was a metal fanatic at a young age. her inspiration was Nighwish. my favorite among all her songs is Memory from the The Cats Musical. love it :)

okay..these are only four of my favorites, i've many girls in mind..but they are on my top list.

Change

Today is a very boring day. At the moment I'm supposed to watch BNTM but I'm gonna pass. I don't want to watch television today, and give my self some piece of solitude to reflect about me and things or people around me.

People are oftentimes highly resistant to change because we generally attend to information on the bases of our schemas, especially on our self schemas. In the process of our becoming whole, we tend to resist change. What and how we see our self may be a culprit to this resistance.

I am just reminded of the usual statement my friends from Kinse and other facilitators from the circle I am in. "I am I, you are you." The speaker's personal schema is on the bases of the "this is who I am, and that's who your are" is oftentimes abused by most people. This type of thinking may only do two things, helps the person to maturity or to the process of individuation or hinders the person. It hinders because it is either not understood well, or abused.

The statement is a very powerful statement, and I see and feel how beautiful it is. But a speaker and a believer as I am needs to remember and bear in mind all the time that I am responsible of my self and aware of the consequences of my actions. Other than that, if my goal is to reach full individuation or actualization as  Abraham Maslow termed it, responsibility is not enough.

Sometimes in order to be better, there are things I should change for the better and not for the worse. My mentor and friend, who is like a father to me, told me one time that I don't need to change. He spoke very powerful and strong words to me, and it made me cry and makes me cry even more when I remember it. I cried not because I hate what he said, but because I feel appreciated for who I am. And I will always remember that.

I don't need to change because others are telling me to. I don't need to change for others. If there would be something to change about me, it would be for my own benefits and not for others.

Change is existent. People change, the environment changes, matter changes, and almost anything in the world changes.