Bloody Mary take me away!

Palm reading. Is there ever truth in palm reading? Someone read my future for me and it wasn't nice. It felt like I'm in this hellhole all along. I felt the grim, and I know she did too. The way she read it gave an eerie feeling, as if she really was aided by a higher consciousness, a gap in nature. A non-local awareness as I see it. But is there really truth in palm reading?

The way she said the words staked my heart. She reminded me again of my worries, of my confusion, of my emptiness. Maybe she was right or maybe she was just reading my subconscious. Maybe It's what I want or not. It's what I chose it to be.

We all make our own destinies and I make mine. Only that mine's on the grey side. Confused. I feel so alone.

bloody mary take me away.......
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Alone

by: Edgar Allan Poe

From childhood's hour I have not been

As others were; I have not seen

As others saw; I could not bring

My passions from a common spring.

From the same source I have not taken

My sorrow; I could not awaken

My heart to joy at the same tone;

And all I loved, I loved alone.

Then- in my childhood, in the dawn

Of a most stormy life- was drawn

From every depth of good and ill

The mystery which binds me still:

From the torrent, or the fountain,

From the red cliff of the mountain,

From the sun that round me rolled

In its autumn tint of gold,

From the lightning in the sky

As it passed me flying by,

From the thunder and the storm,

And the cloud that took the form

(When the rest of Heaven was blue)

Of a demon in my view. 


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Anyway, I finished the book "Nevermore " by Kelly Creagh. The book was amazing, though it ended tragically. I am waiting for the second book entitled "Enshadowed" . I am sure Isobel and Varen will be together again.