today's last song syndrome

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Yes, I cannot stop singing the song. I honestly love the lyrics and this video too.

Within Temptation - Utopia (feat. Chris Jones)

It shines in the dark
And it grows within me

You’re holding my hand but you dont understand

So where I am going, you wont be in the end

I’m dreaming in colors

Of getting the chance

Of dreaming of trying the perfect romance

The search of the door, to open your mind
In search of the cure of mankind
Help us were drowning
So close up inside
Why does it rain, rain, rain down on utopia?
Why does it have to kill the idea of who we are?
Why does it rain, rain, rain down on utopia?
How will the lights die down, telling us who we are?
Im searching for Answers
your hurting inside, is there life within me?

You’re holding my hand but you don’t understand
So you’re taking the road all alone in the end
Im dreaming in colors, no boundaries are there

Im dreaming the dream, and Ill sing to share
In search of the door, to open your mind
In search of the cure of mankind
Help us were drowning
So close up inside
Why does it rain, rain, rain down on utopia
Why does it have to kill the idea of who we are?
Why does it rain, rain, rain, down on utopia?
And when the lights die down, telling us who we are

Why does it rain, rain, rain down on utopia
Why does it have to kill the idea of who we are?
Why does it rain, rain, rain down on utopia
And when the lights die down, telling us who we are
Why does it rain?

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im officially google waving..

i am an afternoon person because my ciradian rythym (biological clock for sleeping and waking) is set from 10:00 am through 1:00 pm. when i say afternoon person, i refer to a person whose activities start in the afternoon. also i sleep late usually from 11:00 pm because of the same reason.

earlier was a miracle because i woke up so early. and then the first thing i did was to check our love birds. we have five cute little love birds and one of them is pregnant (i guess) that why i am constantly checking on them from time to time. going back, yes i woke up early and then checked my email and i was so stimulated when i saw my invitation from rose buenconsejo (@owrange).



and here's my first wave..weeeee

now i am definitely a google wonk! thank you for not abandoning me google. you are a god!!! haha

reading "the 13th hour"

everybody or not everybody but me and my friends and those who read about me or following me on multiply, know how much i love emily the strange perhaps because of her strength to be on her own, and her courage to stand for what she believes in. i envy that.

she is weird, rude, loner, nerd and selfish but i love her. most of all, she is somewhat a projection of me or at least someone i wanna be. she doesn't care about people, nor do i (well most of the time). maybe she's numb, and i am trying to be numb. i am introvert too and i love being with my self.

back in college, a few people who doesn't even know me think that i am weird and they never liked me (or at least i think). it was then that i started not to care anymore. it's just painful. the truth hurts but i accept that. with that experience i came to know my self better. i became comfortable and happy with who i am.

anyway, just earlier i was adding emily the strange comic series set one and two to my wishlist because i know i couldn't buy them. it's not that i couldn't afford. it is just that there are other things more important than some expensive comic books.

i am a comic book collector (W.I.T.C.H.) or a magazine collector rather.

and then i search and found emily the strange torrent. gosh i was on cloud nine!
so it started and finished seeding within 10 minutes and eurika! there goes emily flooding strangeness on my strange mind. lol

people talk about sex..

even more hilarious and interesting conversation via twitter..

and then a retweet with a comment..lol

"i suck on video"

haha, i really find this conversation i had with uzi (via twitter) funny...

well, what i mean is that i look silly and sucky when i was taking a video of me talking. it was actually a vlog attempt that didn't go well as expected  because i suck on camera.

attempting to vlog..

a vlog a.k.a. vidblog is a short slang for video blog or video blogging. from the word itself its a video journal. you scrap the writing and instead speak out your thoughts in front of a video camera. so it's like talking to a camera or to a computer that is if you are using the web cam, or that camera installed on your laptop or your macbook or iphone.

so i had several attempts for vlog or a vidblog but i really suck on video. haha i guess i wouldn't be having one for now. it's just that i don't have anything to say, and it really sucks. gosh i suck. dude! how many times will i ever mention the word suck in a day?

anyway, if you are a vlogger, you might as well consider this website to improve your videos, make more audience and comments.

cute alien hamsters..

oh but they are not animals, but flowers. i know its impossible but believe me these aliens are not your typical animal-like aliens. they're plants, or better yet flowers!

you want a proof? here's your proof..

see? they're flowers, and they're so cute.

and if ever you are on friends for sale (that's on facebook) don't forget to give me one or two or more of these cute little ones. okay? hehe

digging into an internet pet's thoughts..

fifi is so rich that she does not know what things to buy or if there is a need to buy anything when she's got almost everything. aside from that, she has no more available room to place other things with. if only she could buy another room with that playfish money. too bad she doesn't have that playfish money because i cannot afford it. i cannot even afford my own website domain name. that sucks.

anyway, the above image is fifi's supposed to be living room, now a halloween stuff area because it's almost halloween. of course fifi wants to celebrate it with her friends. and i am so silly ever writing this nonsense. i just figured out that maybe i could dig into fifi's thoughts or something like that.

fifi wearing grim reaper costume..

fifi wearing a mummy costume, and sleeping on the coffin bed..

angel perfect <3

via weheartit.com

Wow this is ethereal madness! my god this reminds me of archangel Gabriel from the movie Constantine (starred by Keanu Reeves).

Angels are nude creatures, but this one is covered but still nude (i guess).

I love the composition, the concept, the model is perfect. the body?? oh yes lovely. I would definitely rate this photograph prefect.

why must we be in the wave?

via reflectionof.me

come on google wave! send me the invite!!!

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just twibboned!

hehe. my twitter avatar is really boring i changed it five times today. first with a picture i took, next is with a customized avatar through face your manga, followed by an icon i made a year ago, then changed it back to my jc black and white icon. lastly, i uploaded another picture, which i am currently using now.

while i was randomly googleing, i found twibbon from old mashable blog entry and viola! i twibboned! you should twibbon too.

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see what becomes of boredom: vanity fair!

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i am back to becoming chairperson of the bored again. this is boredom's doldrums once again!

earlier i had film showing with my bshm e1-1 class as a culminating activity, and it was our last meeting. 'seabiscuit', my favorite horse, still doesn't seize to amaze me and his story is just as inspiring and touching as when i first watched it two years ago.

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hopeful and patiently waiting...

via wave.google.com

it's been almost two weeks since i signed in for google wave full invite, but i haven't received any. i have been patiently waiting and i have no right to lose it. this time i am hoping i receive one from @owrange, or from @clatko.

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someone i can be a total geek with..

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these are exactly what i am looking for in a guy. and i especially like the third and the fourth one. :)

just please tell me who you are for crying out loud and be a man!

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some friends..

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roxanne, kaikai and me during izara's graduation party..haha

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just because he's banged up a little bit..

the past few days i was having second thoughts as to what movie me and my class will be watching for our class culmination. i had options, but i chose 'seabuiscuit' and im glad i did.

we had our film showing at nine and ended ten minutes ago. my students were very attentive and it made me feel good. every time they cheered and clapped on seabuiscuit's wins, and frown on his loses, i can see how engrossed they were with the story. i just hope seabuiscuit inspired them to pursue their purpose and their dreams even if they're screwed up with life. Nobody can throw a life aways just because he or she is banged up a little bit.

so that's it..bye!

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enter my crazy world: noir's statue and she..

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i love the connection between noir's statue and the model. she is splendidly in total control. wicked!

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why must we be in the wave?

via reflectionof.me

come on google wave! send me the invite!!!

just twibboned!

hehe. my twitter avatar is really boring i changed it five times today. first with a picture i took, next is with a customized avatar through face your manga, followed by an icon i made a year ago, then changed it back to my jc black and white icon. lastly, i uploaded another picture, which i am currently using now.

while i was randomly googleing, i found twibbon from old mashable blog entry and viola! i twibboned! you should twibbon too.

see what becomes of boredom: vanity fair!

via twitpic.com

i am back to becoming chairperson of the bored again. this is boredom's doldrums once again!

earlier i had film showing with my bshm e1-1 class as a culminating activity, and it was our last meeting. 'seabiscuit', my favorite horse, still doesn't seize to amaze me and his story is just as inspiring and touching as when i first watched it two years ago.

someone i can be a total geek with..

via jeelchristine.tumblr.com

these are exactly what i am looking for in a guy. and i especially like the third and the fourth one. :)

just please tell me who you are for crying out loud and be a man!

hopeful and patiently waiting...

via wave.google.com

it's been almost two weeks since i signed in for google wave full invite, but i haven't received any. i have been patiently waiting and i have no right to lose it. this time i am hoping i receive one from @owrange, or from @clatko.

some friends..

via facebook.com

roxanne, kaikai and me during izara's graduation party..haha

just because he's banged up a little bit..

the past few days i was having second thoughts as to what movie me and my class will be watching for our class culmination. i had options, but i chose 'seabuiscuit' and im glad i did.

we had our film showing at nine and ended ten minutes ago. my students were very attentive and it made me feel good. every time they cheered and clapped on seabuiscuit's wins, and frown on his loses, i can see how engrossed they were with the story. i just hope seabuiscuit inspired them to pursue their purpose and their dreams even if they're screwed up with life. Nobody can throw a life aways just because he or she is banged up a little bit.

so that's it..bye!

enter my crazy world: noir's statue and she..

via jeelchristine.tumblr.com

i love the connection between noir's statue and the model. she is splendidly in total control. wicked!

i think posterous is..

posterous autopost is awesome, however i have decided on deleting autopost to my blogspot, wordpress, tumblr and the others, only retaining twitter. the reason is that i don't wanna be reading same blogs in all my blogroll. i mean this blog has a purpose (and autoposting isn't) and the rest of the blogs also have individual function.

anyways, i think i'm gonna be hanging in a while here. posterous is really simple, simplier than wordpress, tumblr or blogger.

and yeah this is my third entry..nonsense..yes, but honest.

pissed off monday!

Pissed and regretted ever buying the expensive DVD+R when I can just buy the DVD-R. I don't even know what's the difference between the two. Sales ladies should assist and explain to their costumers differences among their products, but that lady missed that part. I am so fuckin pissed with her not telling me that I am supposed to pay that amount of money.

And then, when I came back to the office I have no food to eat. I lost my appetite. Well, on the brighter side, I'm not eating that means I not gonna get fater and fater.

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pissed off monday!

Pissed and regretted ever buying the expensive DVD+R when I can just but the DVD-R. I don't even know what's the difference between the two. Sales ladies should assist and explain to their costumers differences among their products, but that lady missed that part. I am so fuckin pissed with her not telling me that I am supposed to pay that amount of money.

And then, when I came back to the office I have no food to eat. I had an argument with my mum over that favor I asked her which she failed to execute properly. Blah! I lost my appetite. Well, on the brighter side, I'm not eating that means I not gonna get fater and fater.

xtin a.k.a. jeelchristine is new here!

Hey there! I have noticed a few people have posterous and then I thought that maybe I could sign in. Well, how can I continue proclaiming myself as web geek if I don't have posterous. Oh well. Hi everyone I am new here. Jeel Christine here, commonly known on the internet as jeelchristine, now maybe, just maybe i could use another alias.

from shadows to berth

Nothing in particular has inspired me to write this. I was commuting in a jeepney when these words came into me. As soon as I arrived to my destination, I wrote them.

It's not really erotic, just what you expect lovers do when they're together? huh!

Blasphemy in his eyes
There is none
Despite the cruelty of the world
There is only love
He sees not the tempest
But the beautiful lass
Adorn with velvet roses
The ruthless dusk
Alone there she lies
Yet his love it ties
And he spoke:
"Lovely maiden of the night
Why has fallen tears out of sight."
She heard but has not seen
Such voice wondrous in her ears
Insanity has taken her, she thought
But yet again he spoke
"Lovely maiden I see through the night,
Why has come into my father's abyss?"
Hesitated she did not
For she knew from then on
The young prince's voice it was
"Oh prince, captive I have been
For an offense i dared not done."
Wonder he did not
Bolted the threshold he tried not
But love has taken him
And so they fled far
Into a berth as pleasant as her love.

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jeelchristine poems. copyright 2009