I found Love

Hello world.

For the past few weeks I have been crying about my boyfriend's insensitivity, and about his no care for me. On the next few days I found my self crying again because my boyfriend decided to end the intimate relationship. It broke me and killed me big time.Yes, just another death, the fourth, I guess. Still, life is whim. I felt the urge to continue reading my pending books TO READ. I started with Joe Vitale's "Zero Limits" (audio book) and ended with Love. Yes, I found love. 

I figured we need to be friends, so I suggested to him with all humility (eating my pride) that we should be friends and he agreed. The thought about him and I not talking and ignoring each other as if we never existed pains me. I was happy, and I still am happy with what we have now.

The next day, he accused me of a crime I did not do. Later, I considered the idea that he wasn't accusing me at all. I started cleaning, cleaning, and cleaning. It is all that I care about at this point in my life---cleaning my self with the darkness in me. Since the physical world is a reflection of my self, something happening in me is causing dis-ease in the world around me. Anyway, yesterday, I was really sad. I tried cleaning by saying the simple  prayer I learned, but still I found my self "tulala" always. At least I'm not crying anymore. That's an improvement, I thought. Then, I saw him. He smiled at me. That made me feel good inside. The day ended good (at least for me). 

Right now, I am happy. I think about him always and I am happy. I know he is happy and contented with what we have now. At least we both aren't suffering anymore of our imperfect and broken relationship. In time we will heal, until everything in our world heals. 

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in the zero state

with love and peace,

Jeel Christine (Owau Noka Ih)

Pua mai au mai ka po iloko o ka malamalama,
Owau no ka ha, ka mauli ola,
Owau no ka poho, ke ka'ele mawaho a'e o no ike apau.
Ka I, Ke Kino Iho, na Mea Apau.
Ka a'e au i ku'u pi'o o na anuenue mawaho a'e o na kai a pau,
Ka ho'omaumau o na mana'o ame na mea a pau.
Owau no ka "Ho", a me ka "Ha"
He huna ka makani nahenahe,
Ka "Hua" huna o Kumulipo.
Owau no ka "I".

D260, my new best friend

Other than its the only thing I can afford as of the moment, it shall complement with my 21 inched desktop LCD. For 23,900 pesos, I can still say that this baby's a new best friend. This one's for faculty use.

Acer has just announced its latest netbook, the Acer Aspire One D260, available in a Pantone spectrum of surprisingly cute colors.

The D260 boasts Intel’s latest Atom N4551.66GHz processor, and comes with up to 2GB OF RAM. Display wise, the D260 isn’t as interesting: it’s a standard 1024 x 600 10.1-inch panel, driven by a GMA 3150 integrated GPU.

Other specs include 802.11 b/g/n WiFi, optional quadband 3G/UMTS, BlueTooth 3.0+HS and 10/100 ethernet, along with three USB 2.0 ports, VGA, audio in/out, and a memory card reader. You can choose between a 160GB or 250GB hard drive.

Battery life is a bit substandard, unfortunately. You have a choice between a 3-cell battery for up to 4 hours of run time, or a 6-cell battery for up to 8 hours. That’s a good twenty percent less than we usually consider acceptable for a netbook of this type. 

far from true!

My long time overdue driving lessons is still far from realization. The past has offered me choices. Had I chosen, opportunities wouldn't have been wasted. I feel barren. Anyway, the good side is I can still aspire for future driving lessons.. hahaha

"recovery centers call it a slip. teenagers call it breaking rules. i call it carpe diem. hallelujah!"-Jeel Christine
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